

Friday, April 01, 2005
today is really my day.. 2 things happened to me today.. 2 good things... but it all started when i was being too paranoid.. haha... i was smsing A the day before.. and from the way he replied to my msgs was like he was lazy to layan me.. so sad... almost all his replies were like one word.. heart pain lei.. then juz now i talked to Hakim on the phone.. i told him everything.. i was having this feeling tat A didnt have feelings for me anymore... waaaa!!! *sob* *sob*.. and Hakim was all agreeing to it.. Hakim told me to talk to him about this.. how come we are like drifting apart... so juz now i msg him.. it was very fun lor... we talked about marriage n girlfriends n relationship.. den skali we were talking abt us.. some sort ah.. A was saying tat he didnt have confident to have a relationship coz he scared tat he might not take care of his girl.. lack of confident.. it is the first time tat he opened up to me.. its a good sign ah.. its better this way mah.. rather than he keeps everything to himself... overall i really enjoyed smsing him today.. like he changed overnight.. haha.. anyway i dont expect anything from him.. but juz being himself is enough for me.. i like HIM not A who is sumone else.. geddit?! haha.. anyways another damn great blardy news is tat IM GOING TO AVRIL'S CONCERT!!! woohoooo.. huilinh won the tix for me over the radio.. she joined this contest and won.. power ah huiling!! i appreciate it alot tat u r bringing me along.. hehe... now i haf to decide wat to wear.. haha... cant wait to see avril.. its like 2 more days.. haha.. so damn fast.. i didnt expect tat i will be going to the concert though.. haha.. k me wanna sleep liao.. so sleepy.. tmr got awards day.. "Emm...i try my bez k...gdnite...cya darlin..."31-March-200523:48:04

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Her.
Mariam,21
Bummer
credits
Designer:
KITI
Image:
DEVIANT ART
Software: Photoshop