Thursday, March 17, 2005
hey... today i went to Farahs place.. she was helping out with my new template.. hehe.. nice rite?.. all thanks so FARAH!!!! anywaes.. after that we baked cheesy chicken macaroni.. yummy!! so nice... i still got one tupperware full of it.. shall eat it later for supper... hehe.. i went home at 630pm.. after reaching home i log on the internet.. i browse thru my frends profile... found sumthing that pierced my heart hard.. i dont want to mention it here.. its like i ss (shiok sendiri) haiz.. even though im over him.. theres this lil part of me that still have him.. geddit? he left a BIG footstep in my heart.. but all that was the past.. ive moved on.. ive got A.. the thing is i dunno whether i still have feelings for K or this is just the jealousy feeling.. haiz.. im so confused.. cmon A make me forget K.. argh!! im so stressed.. y do i have this feeling tat K is gonna come back to me? am i kidding myself? haiz.. sumtimes i juz wish that all the past wasnt there.. nothing like this did happened.. vanish from me completely..haiz.. but hey.. i still have my frends to cling on.. huiling, hakim, 3 stooges... thank god that they are there.. i dont know how im gonna live without them..thanks guys for always being there for me.. appreciate it a lot.. Farah.. i think today really isnt our day... haiz... kesian nye.. kite menderite... muahaha... bahase ku indah skali.. life is unfair.. i have to agree with u about this.. i think god is punishing us coz we never did what He ask us to do.. rite farah? wake up man.. face the bloody reality.. u knw what guys.. i sound like a lunatic.. im not gonna say anithing else.. im gonna stop all my bullshiting.. so long...
{4:49 PM}
