Thursday, May 19, 2005
ouh my god!!! im so tired and stress.. i tot after mid-year i could rest all i want but nooooo.... its getting stress-er by each day.. in 2 weeks time i haf my o level mother tongue paper.. so this week everyday go home at 5+ coz got intensive malay thingy... haiyo.. tired sia... after hearing mr tan's story abt his life.. fuuyyyyooohhh!!! i am really motivated lor.. he said tat its better tat u suffer now n enjoy later.. i planned to start my revision now.. for now im juz gonna concerntrate on my malay first.. get an acceptable grade den can focus on the others.. i really wan to score for my maths n science.. at least get b3 for both.. i happy already.. bear with it man.. not onli o levels is stressing me up.. the VP is making a hell out of me.. its been 2 days we are asked to stay back.. and its at least for 1 hour lor.. sit there until my back ache.. argh! the VP is so "englishy".. i knw eng is very important but he is stressing on eng too much.. when i say too much is TOO much.. overboard... and now my whole body is aching.. dunno y.. maybe one day sumone shud give me a massage.. mesti gerek! aniwaes.. so far me n A no progress lor.. haiz.. so sad lei...u knw wat A... watever u say abt me giving up on u.. never! it wont happen.. i dunno.. i juz cant let go of u.. maybe i haf really fallen for u? dont u knw wat? it is so hard to understand.. how i wish to be the present for ur coming berthdae.. hehe... wud u accept me? wud u? wud u?
aniwae this is deicated to A:
baby if i ever get the chance to be with you again i wud sacrifice
cuz the feeling that i feel within
no other man wud ever make me feel so right
its nice to smile when i get ur phone call at nite
but id rather haf u here wit me, right next to me
i miss the way u hold me tight
i gotta let u knw i feel so weak without ur touch
i never tot tat i cud ever love a man so much
i gotta let u knw i think tat we are destiny
for u id cross the world, for u id do anithing
tats rite baby im going crazy
i need to be ur lady
ive been thinking lately
tat u n me, yes we can make it
juz ride with me, roll wit me im in love wit u baby
{3:26 PM}
