Saturday, June 04, 2005
One moment im on cloud 9 and another moment im jumping down from a 30 storey building. Why must my life turn upside down at this moment. I should be relaxing and enjoying right now. Not stressing myself till i grow white hair all over my head. No! I dont want that at all. Haiz.. maybe God is trying to tell me something but A is a good guy. Its hard for me to forget him. When I have found the guy that I like, they seem to disappear. Why? Is it this thing call Karma? What have i done? I havent done anything wrong. Maybe i should sit down and reflect on myself. Anyways A, I just wanna tell you that Im sorry if i kept you worried. Dont worry about me. Im fine.
The poem below is especially made from me to you.
You just spit out my feelings
Drunk(of love not wine), but I shared them
Shit out
Thats how you have treated me
But I need you.
Our voyage as acquaintance
To friends.
To kissing.
To me missing you.
But you could care less as I moved on
Because you have what you need
Girls wanting you
And cigars
Thats all you need
Not to mention soccer
But thats another direction
A simple poem about rejection
Turns into a complicated tale of affection
Due to this brief recollectionI experience, intense rejection
Thanks a lot.
{4:20 PM}
