Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Just found something today from someone. I wanna thank that guy for telling me everything. If not for you I wouldn't have known what exactly is going around behind my back. I don't know what the hell I do to them to deserve this kind of treatment. So much for friendships. Im wasting my blardy energy on my face just to smile at them in school. Ouh God! I didn't know I was such a fool.
Gonna tell you guys what exactly just happened but only in general. Who eats the chilli will taste it. Hah! Good! Serves them right! Okay here goes..
I didnt know liking a person could cause a whole lot of blardy trouble. Im not trying to be selfish here but.. wait till u hear the story. Liking a person especially when that person is not in the same level as me. Example when the guy is in sec 4 and im in sec 5. Some people do ask "Why must a sec 5 girl like a sec 4 guy?" "Why must she like that guy?" "Why must she suddenly appear in his life?" Isnt all these questions ridiculous?! Ouh God!! Im so pissed. All this while i thought i could be friends with this people but no! They choose to think so IMMATURELY. There IMMATURE FREAKS! What to do.. Kids who are only 15 years old. And FYI, the sec 4 guy is the same age as me. He is even like older than me by a few months. Sometimes I really think that they are jealous. For what other reasons else?
I f you guys don't like me liking A, please do come and tell me face-to-face rather than you tell somebody else. I'll get to know about it sooner or later. Trust me! I can freaking pissed when this happens. Especially when people creates story about me without knowing the actual story. Damn you muthafarkers!!! I hope whoever read this and whoever is doing this to me knows exactly what is going on. Argh! I dont know what else to say. FARK you guys man!
{5:36 PM}
