Today woke up early at 8am. I dont know for what reason I woke up early today but its good. I woke up and watched Tv while my mum was at the market buying kitchens stuff. When she got back I had to vacuum the house. Haiz.. Very sian. The day before on Saturday, Dad came back from KL and rented a car. The whole day went out. Shopping! Hurrah! I bought Chuck Taylor's shoe. The color is like a rice grain sake. Wooohoots! I like~


The day before something fucked up happened? About what? Its pathetic. Im gonna say what I feel right now. I cant take it keeping everything inside my heart anymore. I and Hui fought. Because of..? I said something about she liking someone which is like impossible out loud. Argh! I really dont knw man! Am i being paranoid? I've been giving in a alot to many people. Had enough of this. One day everything is gonna explode out. Hui, if ure fucking angry right.. Fuck it. I dont want to to anything. Obviously its not my fault. I tried to put my comment but it doesnt fucking accept it. I think it was too harsh to accept. Realy I cant take it anymore. Im not into any relationship right and I feel like I am in one right now. Its like the past is repeating. I wont want to go thru everything that i have gone thru. Its too painful. I want to be free from everything. Not to feel guilt of little things I have done. So fuck it everyone and fuck this fucking world. Just like Limpbizkit's song.


I dont want to spoil my mood today so Im gonna end my blog abt A. Miss him so much. Maybe tmr gonna go see his game at school. Im still waiting for Kasha's reply. Hopefully she reply me as soon as possible. K fuck it. Im still pissed.

{12:44 PM}