I woke up all of a sudden and wondering what am i doing in bed on a Sunday morning. I should have been with Anuar. Haish .. I know it sounds kinda stoopid and eventhough he lives just behind my block i dont see much of him. I am so missing him right now. AAArrrgggghhhhh !!!! I feel like going to his house, knock his door, get myself a hug and im off. Heh !

This is just one week of not meeting him. And said to have an experiment of not meeting one month. Crazy ! We'll be doing that in the fasting month and I think i only get to meet him on my birthday. Damn it. Hug hug hug hug hug !!!!!!

And im going chalet this Monday and Tuesday. God !! We are just having a relationship man. What if im his wife? Hahahah .. i think i'll be crazier. I guess doing this make the relationship fresh. Some people get sick of their gf or bf easily but me ... no ! He got this something-something that let us go on together. Thinking about what Kash told me, I hope all that is true. Guys never really show their feelings. Bleaurgh !!!

Am i overreating. OMG !!! I need to occupy myself man. Okay Mariam stop it and go do something better. Sheesh.

{3:11 AM}