Yesterday was a day to remember for me. I thought the day was gonna be a good day for cause the day before b and i had so much fun together. Not until there was a long silent and b started to ask me questions about Khai as if i was some suspect.

He asked me whether i did miss him or even thought about him. I thought this was just some any normal day whereby he randomly ask about Khai. I, on the other hand, just said no all the way. It was the truth. Until he asked about why Khai used to do those things to me. Why didnt i stand up for my right? Do i have any pride. That moment i burst into tears. I felt stupid and ashamed standing there in front of him while he asking me these questions.

Next he asked me, whether yesterday for too early for him to break off with me? i didnt exactly hear what he said and i couldnt think, i just nodded. And i burst into tears AGAIN. BUT he said hes not gonna ask me that question. Heh !! After that everything was okay. He was just trying to show who he really is. Damn !

After that we talked about religon and the future. Fascinating but it was a tough night for me. Maybe this incident helped us to be more closer to each other.Which is a good thing.

"... im sory abt yest i didnt mean 2 hurt u tat way u noe...i don noe y my mood change yest.. izit the weather or the song changed me? im nt sure..once agn im sory.. i noe i don deserve u but watever it iz i still LOVE U! k..."

{9:02 PM}