Friday, May 09, 2008
It's all blame to this PROCASTINATOR thingy that we quarelled.
I intended to go to school late as I was super shag from the first project.
Anyways, the presentation was kinda good but the lecturer said that some of the facts were wrong
BUT, he said the way i present it was satisfaction and he understood about what i was saying.
GOOD! GOOD! GOOD!
Okay. Back to the story.
So i intended to go late and told him that i will come around his house to eat breakfast lah.
I mean we havent seen each for a long time.
So just a breakfast together would be fine.
So before i INTENDED to go to school, i wen to take a nap.
And i woke up super late.
I decided not to go. HAH!
So he called me again, saying whether i went to school or not.
Blablablabla. He didnt mind at first but when it was the second part.
DOTDOTDOT.
So i made a second plan to meet him after his Friday prayers.
I said i will swing by after asar ard 430pm.
Well, it would be easier right?
I can go home before mahgrib.
I eager to meet him BUT after praying for zuhur and waited for asar.
I fell asleep and woke up at like 630pm.
He never even called or msg me.
When i gave him a call after isyak.
he was still sleeping, he said he missed mahgrib all because of me.
i felt so guilt.
He said he waited for till like 5plus.
He heated up the food, prepare coke for me so that we will have a pleasant meal together.
And he said he cannot trust my words anymore.
I feel SUPER SUPER SUPER guilt after that.
I told him i didnt do it on purpose and when its all fault.
I deserve it and its okay if he dont trust my words anymore.
And he replied not to put my soul in the drain.
It was already in the drain when he said that.
argh! Its so DOTDOTDOT.
But again, i didnt mean it.
Its all because of the procastinator lor.
Damn it.
Anyhoots, we are okay now but i still think that its not solve properly.
I only met him for a while in the morning to pass the maus to him.
HAISH!
{11:18 PM}
