Sunday, July 20, 2008
I was being lectured by b for like almost 1hour i think about wearing tudong.
he asked me whether when it was my turn to wear one since i have been solat and all.
What's the point of solat but never wear tudong.
He went on and on and on and at one point, tears just roll down my cheek.
I told him i was pressured.
Thinking about this and that.
Feeling confused. Haish.
It's not that i don't wanna wear.
It's just so sudden. And to this, he will shoot me back.
"What is it that is so sudden?" " You're embarassed wearing it to school?"
He still wanted to go on even when i said i was pressured.
I think i stopped him. Haish.
Dilemme uh you know.
I don't want him to be dissappointed and at the same time i'm not ready.
It's like he expects more from me.
But i just can't.
I think my friends would know how i feel. :(
With all the FYP stuff. Projects here and there.
Don't even have holiday.
Report due this week, presentation in 2 weeks time.
OMG OMG OMG!!!!
{10:47 PM}
