Friday, August 01, 2008
Had my final revie in the morning just now.
How should i describe it?
IT WAS MY WORST NIGHTMARE.
I think the lecturers purposely trying to shoot me as much as possible just because i never attend their classes.
Even so, don't bring that matter in.
Just because you are not in favour of me doesn't mean you have to do that.
First off, the fatty asked why i didnt come and all and i had to do make up.
Fine. I'm totally fine with that.
While doing the presentation, the panel asked about the work distribution.
Which we divide ourselves to software, hardware and research power point and all.
I was assigned researched.
Hey! Researched doesn't i just sit around all day and watched my groupmate do the rest.
I think the panel misunderstood us.
They thought i was just lazing around.
It's like really pushing me down lor. What are they trying to do?
Even though i never come to your classes doesnt mean i never do anything for the project.
Infact, i was the one started off doing the exercise which matters okay.
I think i am more familiarise with the project.
I feel so hurt for no reason.
And the miit lab lecturer still can ask me this question " so siti, do you have anything to back yourself up?"
What kind of fucking question is that?
ARGH! i'm so pissed!
Those panel reviewers thought i dont know a single thing to whatever they have done.
I'm so pissed that i panic-ed about failing the project.
I'm so pissed that i thought of quitting school.
I'm so pissed that i dont know whether i could go on.
Seriously, i'm really pissed.
but then again, my parents paid for the damn fees.
and furthermore, its my last year.
i think worst come to worst, i'll just have to repeat another semester.
i think all these are to blame my laziness.
All these have got to make me wake up. OMG!
What the hell is happening to me. Why do i like being so carefree.
why why why?
no use crying over spilt milk. im regretting for all the slackings at home.
haish.
i feel like a loser....
{4:25 PM}
